A rush of pain comes over you.
You are lost further in the abyss of emptiness, slowly draining your existence.
The blackness deepens as pain turns into sadness.
Amongst the insanity there is love – what you had felt, what you had lost.
You ravage through the abyss of misery, hoping to find it and feel it again.
Love evades you, compounding the pain and saddness.
You tell yourself that it is suppose to be difficult justifying the suffering.
Then your Heart speaks to you.
You realize your search has caused nothing but heartaches and pains for your precious Heart.
The Heart wants to leave this endless miserable cycle
To climb out of this abyss
To see light again
To feel alive.
For once, you listen.
Beginning the journey out of the darkness, abandoning and suppressing that inner voice.
Leaving behind the insanity.
It is a bittersweet sadness and joy.
Your Heart says thank you.